My plans for 2009

Never really liked the number 9... But I hope to spend 2009 in San Francisco with Oliver, Anjuna, and Rachel. My co-worker Rachel lives in SF and commutes to SJ for work. Crazy! She doesn't do it as often anymore because she found a job that is walking distance from her apt. So now I see her less. The plan is to go visit her on New Years Eve, stay up and celebrate the New Year anywhere!!! Unfortunately she has to work on New Years Day, but that just means we are going to go to work with her. The adorable shop is owned by a Japanese guy who likes to buy them lunch. After that I was hoping to venture around the shopping areas just because I still haven't seen a lot of SF. In the evening we'll take the train back, since Oliver Dear has to work the following day. 

I get paid soon. After the New Year day and then I can buy stuff. I hope it's a good check. I never do the maths to figure it out. I like the uncertainty of what amount I'm going to get. The first thing I'm going to do is go to the Spa. Anjuna got me a generous giftcard and I'm going to treat her too so we can spa it up together. Then one movie. And then all the stuff that I want. Most of it will be put away for computer. I had more money put away but... Oliver needed it. 

I have a silly little system of clouds. Each time I feel depressed, sad, angry I'll draw a cloud and tape it to my wall. The size of the cloud will show how extreme the mood is. So far I only have two clouds... What is the purpose? I don't really know, I want to document my unhappiness.