So far so good. I have started to make my own food for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. This way I'll eat healthier and go out and eat less. I do love going to restaurants though. It's nice to be spoiled with yums. Tomorrow will be a tough day. I'm going to try and exercise... Run for 30 minutes... And then go to the grocery store to buy odds and ends that I forgot to get, like EGGS. As for exercising, I don't know if running is what I need. I may need to do sit-ups and some sort of lifts or something that has to do with the arms, but we'll try that another day. Also I'm going to do some laundry. Stuff I absolutely need because I totally have way too much laundry. I've never done that by myself before, so I'm a little scared. I hope my clothes don't come out crazy looking.
... I love him, I do... But it took me three years to realize I can't rely on Oliver for most things. At one point he said he'd cook for me... and that certainly didn't last. We set a day to do laundry, which didn't happen. We did that a second time, which fell through again... I'm sick of cleaning up after him. His OCD only kicks in when he has to do dishes? You can't clean your own stupid spoon? I have to clean the bathroom. I hate doing that. It's really annoying to live with a dirty, lazy, and (for what it seems) unmotivated individual. I only say this because from the moment I leave in the morning till the moment I come home.
He hasn't left the damn bed... Also I'm mad because he doesn't answer this stupid phone. And when I'm around him he's always playing with it. WTF. So I'm doing the best I can to make myself happy because his way of life is not what I want my life to be. We've talked about all this before so there is not point in talking about it again, it'll just waste my time. I'm annoyed, can't you tell?
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Every individual must find their own happiness. You must NEVER rely on other to make you happy. Once you have found your own happiness and balance and calm you everything will work out better. Took me until last summer to learn that but life has been great since. Keep your head up girl! You can do it. Do YOUR thing. That's what matters most. Don't let laziness get you down, and down let others drag you or keep you from being your fullest greatness. YOU rock'n'roll but I surely know what you mean and I definitely know what that feels like. So you are on the right track! You will be fine! <3
Oh Maria, I miss you. Thanks. I am doing much better. I wake up at 9 everyday and the first things I do is read. Shower. Eat. And then do what I gotta do. ^^ How is Canada?
:) Canada is good. I'm so happy that I am done with the two years of classes in my program. Now I am free to work on my thesis for one more year. But no classes no stupid crits.. etc.. Just doing what I want! :) So excited for that. It was good to hear your voice the other day! Did you ever get your purse, keys, sweater back?
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